I Am Not Nice

I am not nice
I am sorry
Encouraged by conscience
To say so

I am not nice
If nice enough
To say so
Nice enough
To say sorry

I don't know who I am
I am as I am
Which varies
Varies too much
For understanding

You know I am nice
You tell yourself that
I've not been nice
You tell yourself that
But you know I am nice

You know who I am
I am as I am
For you
Until I change
Which is not nice

Change is not nice
I am sorry
I am what I am
Which varies